Poetry from the youth

 wasn’t a good day

 so I went home I started to pray

 i said why lord for this day

I started getting messed up in the brain

 i really started to feel the pain

If you felt the same way you will be going insane

I started having suicide thoughts

 my life was like a thousand knots

 i was trying to release all the thoughts

When i went outside i sat on a dock

 i was thinking why is life so dark
then I look up in the sky

 and i started to cry

 in my mind i felt like i wanna to die

 but i heard that u a freaking lie

 but i cant deny. 

Then i started thinking praying was a freakin lie

 and if im with u up there we could fly

 but nah  we cant see the tears in my  momma’s eyes when I thought about it i felt gloomy I just feel like nobody one knew me so I wondered would he choose me